Sometimes you wonder about the past. Was I really that bad? It’s a flash of good and evil, the bad over the wale of positive emotions, reliving acts causing your mind to wonder of better judgment. Did I do the right thing? Hell yeah! Scream it until you believe you did. Facts are, HELL NO, and you know you didn’t.
Everything done was not always right. We learn from mistakes and some of us are fortunate enough to live beyond those painful events. Those unfortunate souls are pushing green grass roots or under a marble head stone. Many who age are survivals of some of the dumbest things men do. Yes, we took chances during those youthful superman years (whatever bad thing can happen to others, but not to me). But don’t you wonder if those years bite?
I have friends who did everything crazy. Some dealt with women while others pushed the limit on physical stupidity (heavy drugs, thrill rides, and racing cars). Those who survived without dangerous concussions (Yes, a woman can give you a concussion ) tend to have perfect memories of why not to repeat stupidity. However, when it comes to others, only a load remember hospital bills and broken hearts. What if? Well, let’s say it’s about women. Men who ran through women have a horrible memory. We tend to forget how we hurt so many women, and caused painful memories. We know we didn’t do the right thing with them. It was intentional (evil asses) acts of self preservation (Yea, that’s it. Say it again…we were preserving ourselves…do you believe it?). We created a huge number of casualties for other men. We put scars on some who can’t and will never allow a man to enter their personal chamber.
Okay now. I shouldn’t tell all but I know a lot of men who played with women’s emotions.
There are women who made crazy decisions too. You can’t say it’s a man’s fault for everything. Some ladies had kids, keeping their father’ secret. Some women had babies just to retain a man (in her mind). Other women fell in line and followed what men did. Exactly what does that mean? Well, she too was a thrill seeker, or loose enough to enjoy whatever defined by her wants.
The difference between men and women is the emotional decision to hide a child. Men can’t hide kids. And for whatever reason, a woman keeps her child behind the curtain is not because it’s better for the child (Most cases women claim it’s their excuse). For whatever reason mom kept the baby under wraps its always a surprise letting the cat out of the bag. When a man hears of a kid he has, and had no idea of it’s existence, there is a problem. Answering the call or opening the door to a person who resembles yourself and your parents, is not a smiling matter. But after being a hard head ruining the spirit of the opposite sex, its a wonder no one is knocking on your door.
Hey wild men of this century. Don’t you wonder if you are a father from your past?
Lonz Cook 